Even after watching clips of the up-and-coming British pop singer’s short film, Love, Kills, I’m still not sure.

The film is a glimpse into the deepest and darkest impulses of the “dark pop” scene queen’s imagination.

As represented by her kidnapping men and taking Polaroids of them with Sharpie mustaches, and a scene where her reflection talks to her! Oh, how exciting!

I’m not gonna lie, though. It does kinda pull you in after a while.